i missed Accounting Fund today coz i overslept. i think theres something wrong with me. why cant i just wake up on time? ArhhH. i jumped out of bed at 6am thinking that 'SHIT im gonna be late' but lesson starts at 9am so im like awake so darn early please. so i went back to my pinky bed to sleep. the second time i jumped out of bed was 853am. SHIT and now im late. i should have just stay awake at 6am.

went for Business Fund lesson. did nothing much. just learned about public sector and ministries and stat board. what are these and etc. did ppt slide on that too but before we wanted to present. mr malcom let us off at 1230pm.

and im like having mee soto every single day in sch. omg. can the canteen stall just make a good change? as in provide more tasty food?

im so in love with my passion fruit body scrub and passion fruit body butter. haha. so nice.. ive placed orders with jas for moisturiser and facial scrub. hehe. as for that blackcurrent face mask. please do wait for me. hahaha!

did my accounts test and GOD. sigh. dont know how did i fair......

oh yes! did i tell you guys about the singing audition? to sing during the graduation ceremony and being involved will get me 3cca points? 100 students were chosen and im one of them. hehes. so my 3 cca point is coming to me. and if i were to accumulate 12cca points i would get 0.2GPA. omg! thats alot alright and im dying and hoping that ill get that 0.2GPA.so ive got 9 more cca points to earn.. how can i earn???

and ive gotta do CIP. i didnt join that flag day thingy. coz i think itll take a long day. so i chose to go for the blood donation drive. but hor.. im afraid of needles leh. how? all i thought was lying there press that ball and blood going. and poof i can leave. but im afraid.... oh well. wait till that day. at most ill just cry. haha.

was supposed to meet justin for over the hedge but the moment i got home im so tired. so cancelled. tired me went to get the housework done. even with that brother of mine at home didnt help much too. so that clearly shows that guys are freaking lazy and freaking cant be bothered. i did the same old stuff. scrub the toilet bowl like mad char bo. mopped and sweeped till im grumbling deep inside. i cant imagine walking around feeling my foot very dusty. but he can. WOW. and he'll just scratch scratch scratch after my mopping and sweeping. confirm few days later the whole house will be back to square one. RAHH. can i employ a maid? can money just fly down? i tot he would do the housework with me but he told me.. JESSIE I BTH LIAO I WANNA GO AND EAT. so he went and eat. and i asked him to buy fries back for me. that hot crispy fries got home but i only get to eat it COLD. coz im busy scrubbing and all. and i cant eat when im busy cleaning so i ate only after a cold bath. haha! the man zhu gang when sitting down and eat u knowW? haha. darn good. haha.

why does God create 7 days a week? why cant a week be longer? coz i dont have enough DAYS to rest/relax/chill and enjoy peace. see. MON-FRI will be school and school and school. the moment i got home ill be dead. mug a little when im home and during weekends it will be work and work and work. got up and rushed down to work and the moment i ended work got home and im dead. haha. coz im tired. if life could be filled with free time.. ill make full use of it to just relax. but relaxing for a week can kill me lar. coz it would be super duper boring lor. and i feel fat already. RAHH. oh and stepmom says ive slimmed down while chatting tru the webcam earlier. the first person who brightened up my day thou the time was 7++pm. haha.

am i naggy? not right? coz stupid woman says im getting naggy.

world. you know what? i really miss shopping. and i really miss the time looking at my cheque with that WOW amount lor. now.. ask me to look at the cheque.. sighhhh..

i miss movies too. i wanna do up my nails again. i wanna kboxing again. haha which is like coming soon lar. hahaa! and MR TAN aHEM.. pulau RENDANG still on anot??????

omg its wednesday tomorrow.. like so soon please. another week will be over. haha. and MAN exams are coming. on da 19,22 and 23rd. omg! must get good grades somemore. STRESSED. dad asked me to work very hard for this course......

i wanna go tanning. the sun had been soooo HOT these few days. but why does it shine super bright and so sunny when im not tanning? when i wanna go tanning it'll be raining or some other reasons. ARHHHhh.......... im turning WHITE soon.. i dont want!!!!!

i wana jian fei too. i ate too much already. cham already...

i cant believe that my stepsister age 3 this year. time seriously flies like mad. the other time was like just arrive to this world God created for her. wow. saw her tru the webcam. she super cute.

i just got up coz i couldnt remember what time im supposed to work today so i dare not sleep any longer. haha.

just called my workplace and im working from 2-8pm. hehe. i cant wait for pay day. coz im very broke now.

im having accounts test on monday. God please really bless me!!! oh ya. regarding my previous test. 18questions. and i got 14 questions right. haha. and so, justin is treating me for BEN N JERRYS ICE CREAM!! hehe!

im having a steamboat dinner with my family this sunday! hehe the people are.. my bro, jan and bro friend. haha. my small family. haha. ill just be home to eat. my bro will do the preparation. haha! its great to have a man at home who likes cooking. haha.

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!
omg omg omg. why must is be now? when im like bankrupt? sigh. jasmine sold me two stuff from body shop on the sale. i got myself body butter and body scrub. hehe! altogether it cost me 28.50. hehe.

yesterday went to school and had office application lesson for an hour den followed by sports and wellness lesson. played badmintion. im so bad at badminton. and now my left arm aching. i prefer playing with nelson! cos he'll just let me run like crazie till im sweating like tap water. haha. he is one super nice guy to help you to jian fei. haha.. after lunch i went for my hip hop dance class in school. hehe. so fun! ive learnt one eights. only? haha. coz teacher no time. gotta go for dance audition over at college east. i cant wait for the next dance lesson! and my whole body's aching now.. huurrrr..

i had a very bad dream last night. weird too. but in my dream ive got my bestie with me. haha. in the dream people in the world are very evil turning very bad. forsake people. and people disappearing. and in the shopping centers the entrance are closing as in not gonna open anymore. so bestie and i wanted to run out the center. in the hurry i left my beloved bag with hp and many stuff at the center. den bestie and i had only each other to depend on. its like the end of the world la. its like what the bible says. the second coming of Jesus, there will be great tribulations. haha. but is my dream as bad as great tribulation? i think GREAT tribulation is more worse. and i got up with tears haha. coz why? i dont fear man but i fear God..and one more is being forsaken.. only serene know what i meant. and in my dreams haha it show how much bestie meant to me. haha! your one important stupid woman in my life! haha. dont have to annouce in ya blog how much you miss me one. haha. i know one. needless say. haha.

im in love with the word faith.-> Forsaking All I Trust Him.

ive been telling bestie about honesty. haha. i told her that the truth will set you free. for myself, i dont like liars and i love saying liars go to hell. haha. i dont understand why must people lie. even white lies also must say. i didnt attend lesson on monday and my CA asked about it the next day. i wanted to lie saying im sick. but i chose not to. coz the truth will set me free. so i told her i overslept. and she smiled and im free. theres no guilt in me. im living a life of truth! hehe. bestie have friends who lies and weird friends too. dont know how she handle this kinda people. i feel that people living in the truth is happier than people who lives with lies. aint it true? i wonder. haha. hope all the weird people dont appear in my life. haha i want peace. haha!

my course manager said to aim all As for this course in order to get into poly. oh.. and so im hoping for all As. and no C is allowed in my life. hehe. im so gonna work hard. this chance to be studying now came a very hard way. so i shall appreciate the chance im given. God please help me too!!!

i miss playing. i wanna play during weekends. movies during weekends. crazie during weekends. but im workingg.. how to?? i shall slowly dream. haha. oh. bestie must be thinking im mad coz i told her to plan for which country to go after getting our first -real- job. after working the first year. to save and go and FLY!which is like two years more for me and one year more for her. haha. first choice. sydney. it must happen! but where got so ez? haha. okie im dreaming again!! haha.

-keep on keeping on-

well well. received a msg this afternoon from the dance club. saying to be at the dance studio this friday! YEA!!! im sooooo happy! im so gonna dance! i cant wait. hehe.

joanna lee waited for me till 4pm to head down bugis for swensens. hehe. i had fishnchips while she had her sticky chewy chocolate and prawn dippers. was chatting halfway and i told her that some guy outside swensens is wearing the same top i got for my bro. i wasnt wearing my spect then so i din know who it was. den that person was smoking and slowly that person walked into bugis and tadah i saw my BIATCH. haha wilson tay. haha. hes getting fat. -evil laughter- well if you are wondering why did i call him biatch. he says hes proud of being a biatch. and he calls me a plastic. oh whatever rubbish it is. haha.

well i was excited that i saw him coz i really miss him.i almost sticked my face on the wall glass and waving my hands madly. biatch was thinking im mad and his campmates thought im crazy? haha. so i decided to head home with him. was at the train station waiting for jan. bro and i was bickering with each other. he messed up my hair that idiot. and he made me carry his big fat heavy bag with his army clothing inside, all the way home. he act kelian in the train. and my heart softened so i helped him. looking at that pitiful and tired face. ive decided to help him. and carrying his bag and my bag really tire me out. i reached home i just throw both bags on the floor. for ya thank you biatch, i carried it all the way home okie. haha!

theres a singing audition tomorrow in school! im so gonna be early for that audition. hehe. and i hope ill get in.

and theres accounting test on mon! omggdness...... hurhur. and ive gotta do homework on cashbook. four questions. oh nooo!!! actually i know how to do. buttt butt butt.. i was late for school today so i didnt get to reecappp a littleeee.. so im like.. blurr now. RAHHH.

im meeting sweetie for breakfast tomorrow. heheeheh.. on her treat. hahaha. coz ahem swensens treat was on me. haahaha!

i got home this early because i wanted to catch julian hee on channel 8 hehe. tell me he aint a gay. and im gonna catch this show on suria channel on mon. i forgot the name of the show. hehe.very nice one. hehe. and i wanna watch over the hedge. and i wanna dine at pasta. i want my ham and sausage baked rice!!

i want to buy that bag that cost 89 bucks too! i wanna trim my hair too! i wanna dye hair too! i wanna do many things too!! i just dont wanna go to school! hahah. dont feel like to be exact. but but but... no choice...haha.

that stupid henry had been calling me xi gin na. sounded soooooo bad. aWWww.. so i called him stupid gin na. haha.

oh. and ive finally had a burden off my brain! haha. im gonna move on still! hehe. im so glad. oh God. why are You always so nice to me.. i love my abba daddy!

i wanted to just window shop this noon. but in the end. i shopped and guess what i bought? haha. i got myself bedsheet, pillow case and bolster case from Aussino! haha. oppps. justin was with me in the shop walking around haha. and guess what colour i got? PINK! hehe. the next trip there ill get a blue then an orange one! hehe. very nice one! hhaha..

caught DaVinCi code and i din really like it. its says like Jesus has a wife. and His wife is Mary Magdalene. and theres a missing gospel in the bible. Job dont know what. and says Jesus has a heir. St Claire? why does it sound like book of Mormon?

while i was doing my accounts homework last night. fat tigger was sleeping beside me. and the way he sleep was funny. i think hes dreaming of being superman. hahaha!


superman? hahahha!


i think he love my bag. hahaha


ohhhh...look how comfortable this little cat is! haha. he must be having a very sweet dream i bet. hahaa..


and now.. he is still sleeping beside me


shit! he heard the cheeeekkkie sound from my phone. hahah!


was walking around cine and i saw this justice bao aka Vincent. getting more and more BLACK! haha.


dear world! he says im short!!!!!!!! and says im getting SHORTER!


had chocolate chocolate rumba cake from spin blah blah. haha. the chocolate cake super nice. haha


on our way home!

i like the wallet!!!! joanna when are u getting for me????

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STUPID WOMAN!!! ni lao ler!! -evil laughter-

i need to be self-motivated.

its 1014pm now and ive still not done with my accounts fund homework and my business fund homework. ive gotta do 3 questions on accounts fund and one test paper on business fund. and im so not motivated to do. i dont like to do homework at this time. coz i wanna to rest now.

i got up at 12pm and got shocked coz im working at 1pm. so i quickly cooked noodle for myself for lunch coz there wouldnt be time to eat at workplace and after eating, i didnt wait for my food in my stomach to be digested. i quickly bathed and cabbed down to work.

got home im so tired. headed down the foodcentre with jo for my dinner. thanks for accompanying me darling. den now im home..so tired. so tired..

i had a very very hungry day yesterday. haha i ended work at 730pm and quickly rush home coz im meeting sweetie. and im very hungry. bathed and headed down to paragon.. thinking to dine over at bakerzin. but their last order was at 10pm. went pasta at cine but fully packed. so i dine at spageddies over at paragon. their last order for weekends is 1030pm. hehe. its like the only restaurant thats open please. i was like gonna scream anytime. i was kinda like grumbling to jo. haha cannot take it. a hungry man is an angry man. haha.

after that met lingg cindy vevien and headed down esplanade to drink. drank less than a bottle and i cannot take it liao. haha. im kinda tired during that time too. went and met a long time friend to chill chit chat over at ECP. haha. friend drive. thank goodness. haha. den got home at 430. i was dead by then. super duper tired.

oh and i realised that this fren.. erm.. still the same. there's never anything nice to hear from him. its all the negative stuff. it didnt much affected me. but i feel so darn SIAN. haha! and he is one super duper very sensitive guy. i said things like i dont like techno but i like rnb. then he said why you keep talking about not liking techno and etc. i felt super irritated. i was wondering..if you say something you like.. you will also point out something you dislike what??? so i just said out something i dont like wad. he said as if he a techno craz and im like keeping pointing how sucky techno is when all the while i just said that im not the techno kinda person!!!!! its like im not thinking this way and he is thinking that im thinking this way!! omg.. what is this guys brain doing?????????????? is he sick or what? and i said DUH. he said i attitude. i rolled eyes. he said i attitude. very juai. i was like... i do that to everyone can? and it wasnt meant to be rude. its just expression!!!! its like when a friend do something silly, you just roll eyes. thats it. simple. but why this friend think till soooo darn deep?????? okie. i think he is siao. haha.

oh at work this evening.. man.. i think its just some customers bad bad day. they were playing in the room and they broke our marble table. how bad. and they have to pay $300. not included their kboxing session. just 300 for the marble table.. saw their face, totally moodless. so my dear readers, if you ever sing at kbox, having fun playing and jumping and getting mad. please do take good care of the tables stools and sofa. if not ... ull cry.. its so not worth..

someone ask sweetie this question and sweetie came and asked me. about gangster. if im not wrong the question is what do you think of a fren who joins a gang. wow. and straight away my answers just keep running outta my mouth and sweetie was laughing. hahaha..well basically my answers are, they are childish, lack of love, lack of security, needs help, not independent. they need love from their friends coz they dont find it in their family or etc. but the kinda love that they want is wrong? and security. hee, you beat me huh? u die. my da di xiao di da mei xiao mei will help me beat u. haha! security from friends. help? i forgot whats my ans to her. and they depend on others to help them to give them a hand. they cant stand on their own to fight the fight of life. oh well. no offence to others. its just what i think. theres one ans i told sweetie and she laughed i forgot whats that. please tell me again jo. haha.lets laugh tgt. haha.

ps->justin. when? movie? when?

i took pictures....again.. hahas


stupid woman and me(clever woman!)


God is so nice to me. He gave me a wonderful sweetie!


she must be so blessed to have me ard her! ahaha right jo?


moodyy her


hungry cum thirsty me. this orange juice cost 3.90. and its so small glass. but well. it came first and i settle half of my hungry stomach. haha.


im too hungry and my spaghetti took a long time to arrive. so i ...ahem ahem.. haha.

im chatting with jan now and i felt greatly blessed. haha. im so blessd to be talking to jan! its so nice to talk to someone heart to heart. someone im close to in the "family" haha. da sao! haha.

and friends, i cant reply tags. the shoutbox siao already. to my dearest nurul! im really glad that we bumped into each other on the road! hahah. i miss you so much. yea coffee soon.. call me alrightss??

and tomorrow is a brand new weeek.. DEAR GOD. let me be greatly deeply joyfully blessed!!!

went kboxing with sweetie yesterday. the klunch over at kbox is getting... worse i must say. whats with their chicken?? hard? and chicken wing dont even LOOK like one. okie its not kbox. its the restaurant, yuki. omg. totally CMI.

i sang till im tired so sweetie and i had our photo taking session. aiya we had photo taking session everywhere. haha. walked to suntec and i saw this "tank" outside tony. i saw LOBSTER i wanna take pictures with it but it just keep running away. and weird looking fish.

and im working later in the noon. so SIAN. stomach giving me trouble now. ARHH.

regarding my previous entry. im better now. or maybe tomorrow or what i might be that way again. and.. im waiting for your call please.

pictures


weird bo? haha.


saw the lobster??????










SING SING AND SINGGG.. i like zhang hui mei's song!


me moi mua. hehe


sweetie!




this shot was taken while i was waiting for sweetie to press that button but she could hardly do it. so it turned out quite weird. my previous pose is alot better lor joanna! i think my phone dont like u. hahahha! JK


me me and more me..



okie. thats the end of my photo taking session with jo. and jo... whats on tonight? get mad still? together? call me alrights.

oh. and yesterday.. GOSH. AHHHHH RAHHH! i was at this lingerie shop at suntec and guess what kinda people i saw? i saw woMEN(men) trans. freaking big boobs. wearing heels.thick make up. long haired. big eyes. i dont know why. i just feel so weird when im choosing the stuff i wanna get with them around. they were in the shop with almost everyone looking at them lar. and man they are so rich.......................................

i wanna watch movie!!

well i guess some ASSes idiots freaks bastards nutheads are laughing at me for being foolish cum stupid.

well i guess it aint GOOD to have big heart, to trust, to understand and to FORGIVE. much more to LOVE.

darn. im a gay. how to love when im a gay? tell me?

and *UC* im darn PISSED.

im like WTH all the time. DAMN all the time. i hate ASSHOLES.

*UC*

my dear friends. dont doubt about this entry. its simply me thats writing it. if you know me well. im really really very very angry now.

sweetie says to get over it.

darn im okie with all sorts of rubbish i receive from the complicated world. but i cant accept that sorta rubbish i was given..

AHHHHHHHHH. im FREAKING FREAKING SOOOOOOOOO PISSED!

hi world!

ive been kinda lazy lately. and ive been kinda crazy too. haha. oh wells.

school as per normal. as boring as each day goes. every morning get freaked out by accounts lesson. and counting down to lunch time followed by dismissal. just couldnt wait to leave the school to either go shopping or nua at home.

i went shopping yesterday with jo and i got the bag i eyed for around 2 weeks. i got it at 35 bucks. not so ex. the usual price is 45 if im not wrong. hehe. i got the orange coloured one. and im eyeing on the fake guess watch selling at 20bucks. and got myself slippers from tinkerbell.

friday went great. went out with nelson ong. was supposed to be accompanying him to talk and so on, but in the end.... he was the one accompanying me. he waited for one plus plus plus hours for me. coz i went and get my nails done. cost me freaking 43bucks.

had sukisushi for dinner on nelson's treat. hehe. waited for half an hour for everything to be served. haiyo. the service super slow lor!

den followed by kboxing session over at C4. sang till im so tired. but den met up with sheng and chit chatted a little. den fly home. haha. oh. and nelson video recorded me singing. wuahaha!

went tanning on sat with keli jean tiff jan kaixin but sigh. it rained. so i TANNed under the rain. haha. no sun. played in the water. and headed down town to window shop.

im having a class test tomorrow. accounts. God please bless me. AMEN.

and. sigh! my grandma was sent to SGH. coz she couldnt walk. swell on her ankle. admitted at 12++1am. and i accompanied her till the next morning. grandma din zzz at all. she was so awake at 3++4am. and we were giggling and chatting at that time. half awake me talking to her. i slept with hands on her bed. and grandma wanted me to sleep with her on her patients bed. she moved to a corner till i said NONONO. i fed her porridge for breakfast. i find shes sooo cute. docs says her blood pressure is high. maybe got HBP. and donno what else. im to tired to listen to anything. i got home during the noon time and dropped dead. wanted to rest for awhile and head back to look after her.. apparently.. i overslept. i slept til 6pm. ive yet to visit her since. dont know hows grandma. hope shes alright. and my lesson ends at 1pm tmr!! yeah. im gonna see grandma!

and to my friends who tagged me. so sorry i couldnt reply tags. that stupid taggie got problem.

to gekchoo-> i remember you. haha. ill link you soon. Malcolm chung ya CA. wow! thats good!!

to ain-> sweetie! im gonna link you up soon too. see ya in sch! hehe.

and pictures taken.. loadsa it. take a good look. -grins-




keli jean tiff kaixin and myself.


was taking pic with tiff while jean took our pic with her phone. haha.




my nails my nails!


serene and myself.








age deshi tofu! it came only after our orders were taken half an hour later. it came after i finished the main dish.


salmon teriyaki.


chawamushi!!


me me me.


met jo for dinner and below are what we had


seafood tomyam over at far east.


sambal kangkong.


sweet and spicy prawn.






met serene after that.




my STRAWBERRY milkshake! hurhur. three of us wanted to save it. but sadly it dropped. together with serenes loud loud scream that got the attention of a lot of people. we did what others will do. we walk off in different directions. but.. INTERGRITY. i went back and pick it up and threw it. haha.

oh. and not forgetting someones birthday is coming really soon hor JOANNA? haha 2205!

be loved friends~